happy 4/20

Hari ke-20 di bulan ke-4. Hari pengulangan lahir ke-23. Alhamdulillah :))

Tears

The white starlight, the black darkness

Is pushing me away from far

When I look at you with my smile

I always become farther apart..

When I call you, when I look for you

Come to me as the wind

Hug me in secret

So I can feel you

You are always next to me..

The blue sky has dyed you

Before you find out about my love

Don’t feel bad for me, if you understand my tears

You will be able to laugh too..

Love ~ like my song is my wind forever

Do you hear it too?

You leave so many memories

I only think about you

When I call you, when I find you

Come back to me as the rain

Whisper to me under the umbrella

I loved you more

So I am hurting more

How can I convey to it..

My heart that really loved you

How is my love

Over there, like that

That love I will now.. I Love You

~atatami haru :)

あなたがそのことも完全にセミを展開しているのはこのシーズンでは、完璧だった..
彼は私を覚えて理解という足音..
徐々に私の脳の中で最小のセルに下に忍び寄る...
彼はあなたがた私の季節？ "過去のちょうど部分、何もより多くの"私は言った
私はそれを見ることができなかった笑顔、非常に甘いとピアスを心..
しかし、あなたは私の季節を知っているのですか、今このようなもの、彼なしで私はないでしょう..
私の手は突然静かに見て冷たい感じ..
野生の夢は、私はあなたが私の前に座ってこのような時、あるだろうと思ったことはありません..
すべてが順調であることを印として私の背中をなで..
もはや私はより多くの時間を必要としません..
甘い瞬間は、あなたが私を与えたどんなお菓子よりも甘い..
本当にあなたと私のシーズンは、それが完璧に

Musim ini terasa sempurna, saat kau datang bersama semi yang juga sempurna..
Langkah kaki itu mengingatku akan sosok dia..
Perlahan merayap hingga ke sel-sel terkecil otakku..
Dia siapa hai musim ku? “Hanya seonggok masa lalu saja, tidak lebih” jawabku
Senyum yang tak kuasa aku melihatnya, sangat manis dan menusuk hati..
Tapi, apa kamu tahu musim ku, tidak akan ada aku tanpanya, menjadi seperti sekarang ini..
Tanganku terasa dingin melihatnya yang tiba- tiba terdiam..
Mimpi pun aku tak menyangka akan ada saat seperti ini, saat kamu duduk dihadapanku..
Menepuk punggungku sebagai pertanda semua akan baik-baik saja..
Tidak ada lagi yang aku butuhkan lagi saat itu..
Saat-saat termanis yang bahkan lebih manis dari semua permen yang kau berikan padaku..
Sungguh kau membuatnya sempurna, kau dan musim ku
 

just another trip :)

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world. Lois Wyse

*didalam busway yg bergerak- gerak tak beraturan :)

*`way home with shadows and rain :)

*kaki-kaki laki-laki :)

ce soir

Malam ku berganti rupa begitu cepat. Hingga aku sendiri tak sempat melirik walau hanya setitik..

Sia-sia menunggu begitu lama, pura-pura menanti tuk dicari, kira- kira menjalar liar..

Langitku ternyata tak menuju padamu..

Semakin kuingkari, semakin kumengerti..

Aku tau tiada guna memaki, menghujat, atau membunuh rasa.. rasa yang semakin lama semakin sakit, tapi biarlah hanya untuk malam ini, malam yang akan berganti pagi dan akan berganti cerita di malam selanjutnya. Ya, aku biarkan kamu menang, aku janji hanya untuk malam ini, karena kamu tidak berarti lagi begitu pagi menjelang, seperti bulan yang akan kehilangan cahayanya ketika matahari berselang.

*bonne nuit "la nuit"

miss u already my world :)

kamuu.. tempat aku bercerita warna, rasa dan citra kehidupan, ahh kemana kamu menghilang. hmm atau.. aku yang sebenarnya bersembunyi, takut menemui kamu yang selalu ada disitu, menunggu aku bercerita dalam satu hingga ribuan kata..
My  world..tunggu aku menuju duniamu, dunia dimana hanya ada prasangka yang aku suka, persepsi yang aku tahu, asumsi yang aku kira..
aku tahu kamu akan selalu begitu, my world :))

*saatnya aku kembali pada peraduan kata, untuk kusemat lagi sepucuk sapa :)

Bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place..
It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go..
The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore..
What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm....
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I'll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while..

karena ternyata kisah-kita-lah yang adalah cinta kita. tak selalu cinta kita yang adalah kisah kita. :) 

Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
love this song very muchoo

Okay... so maybe it's not life changing.  But I can't decide and I'd love your thoughts, to get it right!

~day 53 Love

Actual Children’s Answers to The Question “What Is Love?”

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6 
“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4
“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7
“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 8
“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7
“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” - Nikka, age 6
“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7
“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” - Tommy, age 6
“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” - Cindy, age 8
“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” - Clare, age 6
“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5
“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” - Chris, age 7
“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” - Mary Ann, age 4
“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” - Lauren, age 4
“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, 8
“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7

“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” - Jessica, age 8