I often get days where nothing wants to work, and I can't be motivated to do ANYthing. Try to watch a movie, I get bored, switch to a video game I turn it off, come online, decide to go for a walk instead, come back in because there's nowhere to go or nobody to see, and if there is someone, I find it unpleasant and go back home.
Sometimes I can't even be motivated to eat, everything is so BLAH, so I just end up taking a nap. I get these sort of days often enough, where it seems I'm sick of everything and everyone, I don't even get pissy like I usually do when in a bad mood.
I guess we all have bad days, but it's still demoralizing, and a little weird.
But I don't get sick of everything as it would be spawned by discontent; if I was sick of everything THAT way, I wouldn't talk about it with the faintest hope that some day things might change. But feeling drained or lifeless, it happens. Can't even be bothered to disapprove of humanity and my pathetic state of existence then. XD
my fave quotes ^^
I'm not standing beside you now, not holding you in person. But I am with you. My arms embrace you. My prayers are sent to give you strength so you will know that you are loved and yes, admired too, for all you did and do. And it's my deep hope that what I send to you will be enough to see you through..
"deep inside me, i know i can be the one"
hidupku adalah hari ini. maka aku akan menikmati yang tersaji di hari ini. tak usah pusing memikirkan esok yang tak pasti datang atau masa lalu yang tak lagi teraih kembali.. :)
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Gonta-ganti Template mulu...wew
bukannya komenin isi postnya *__*
template itu berbanding lurus dgn suasana hati :)
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